My life with precious son

My head hurts. Too much stress. Too many thing on my plate. If I accomplish my goal, I will stop whatever I’m doing.

Happy Friday! I was able to spend time with aileron. You thought, what?! You stay home and you are spending time with your son every day. Actually, No. Elysian needs me 24 hours. He cries most of the time. It’s been tough. Aileron is playing by himself. Today, I was actually able to sit down and talk and play with him. The best thing is I get to tell him how much I love him. 💕 well l, I tell him every day like often times. We dropped off our sons to babysitter and we went to 5 languages of love class. It was Amazing! The food was great! They had fish, steak, salad, squids, vegetables and dessert! The class was great because I was able to recognize what kind of love that Arkhe needs. He needs acts of service. 5 languages of love actually changes often times. His needs might change 6 months from now. One thing that I wanna work on is to take care of kids when Arkhe is studying. He needs to focus. Sometimes, kids distract him by crying. I will make sure that I will take them ...

My precious moment when aileron kissed me. I’m honored to be his mom. I want to be the best mom for him. I will make sure that I will take care of you well. I love you aileron. エルロン君がキスしてくれた！エルロン君の母親でいることに誇りに思います！ Elysian has been fussy. He just doesn’t want to sleep more than he used to. I was able to discern his needs today. Hopefully, he gets to sleep well😊 エリシャン君は最近ずっと泣いてばかりで夜も全然寝ません。今日、エリシャン君が何をしてほしいのか少し分かった気がします。今日は夜、ちゃんと寝れますように。

President Henry B Eyring mentioned that he used to write down few things about what happened every day. He was able to recognize what God has done for him each day how he was able to see his love for him. I would like to start today to write my short or long journal every day. I want to write about my kids how they are doing. Aileron He is trying his best to entertain himself. He broke our TV yesterday so there is no TV. He mess around the house. He opens the fridge and trying to eat ice cream. I gave him one ice cream today. I love him so much. Elysian He has been crying all day. I have been carrying him. He wants to be carried. He wants to sleep, but he can’t. He screams and tries to bite his fingers. He is strong. Imagine if I breast feed? My nipple will be gone lol I am glad I’m not breast feeding. That’s the best choice. He is healthy. Some people have the stereotypes about breast feeding is the best. Nah My baby gets lots of nutrition so he is healthy and happy baby. ...